I feel it is over
I’ve given up on the fight
I’m in a dark tunnel
And I can’t see the light

I’ve got no career
Nor even a life
I’m just thirty one
And not even a wife

I wish it would end
And rid all this pain
By sticking around
I have nothing to gain

To all of my family
And all of my friends
I’ve tried to be faithful
Right to the end

To all those I love
And those that I don’t
Please understand me
When I say LIFE WAS A JOKE

What people saw
Was not really me
For inside I was hurting
And I had to be free